The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan

The Astonishing Color of After

Emily X.R. Pan

Little, Brown Books for Young Readers · Paperback · March 19, 2019

A Time Magazine 100 Best YA Books of All Time Selection "Emily X.R. Pan's brilliantly crafted, harrowing first novel portrays the vast spectrum of love and grief with heart-wrenching beauty and candor.

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Who it’s for
A grief-centered YA read with emotional weight and a lived-in, searching feel.
Genres
Death & Grief for Teens, Teen Suicide, Mental Illness for Teens
Published
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers, March 19, 2019

About this book

A Time Magazine 100 Best YA Books of All Time Selection "Emily X.R. Pan's brilliantly crafted, harrowing first novel portrays the vast spectrum of love and grief with heart-wrenching beauty and candor. This is a very special book." –John Green, bestselling author of The Fault in Our Stars and Turtles All the Way Down A stunning, heartbreaking novel about grief, love, and family, perfect for fans of Jandy Nelson and Celeste Ng.

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Leigh Chen Sanders is absolutely certain about one thing: When her mother died by suicide, she turned into a bird. Leigh, who is half Asian and half white, travels to Taiwan to meet her maternal grandparents for the first time. There, she is determined to find her mother, the bird. In her search, she winds up chasing after ghosts, uncovering family secrets, and forging a new relationship with her grandparents. And as she grieves, she must try to reconcile the fact that on the same day she kissed her best friend and longtime secret crush, Axel, her mother was taking her own life. Alternating between real and magic, past and present, friendship and romance, hope and despair, The Astonishing Color of After is a stunning and heartbreaking novel about finding oneself through family history, art, grief, and love.

Grief, Closely Held

A grief-centered YA read with emotional weight and a lived-in, searching feel.

Come here for

  • grief handled with care
  • YA emotional intensity, not sugarcoating

Expect

  • heavy feelings, teen-focused
  • multigenerational family threads

Where it sits

Teen Suicide60%
Death & Grief for Teens42%
Mental Illness for Teens28%

Percentages are BookFrontier’s reading of the book.

Publisher categories

  • Contemporary YA Fantasy
  • Death & Grief for Teens
  • Teen Suicide
Authors
Emily X.R. Pan
Publisher
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Published
March 19, 2019
Format
Paperback
Reading lane
Contemporary YA Fantasy