By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead by Julie Anne Peters

By the Time You Read This, I'll Be Dead

Julie Anne Peters

Little, Brown Books for Young Readers · Paperback · May 17, 2011

A significant book about one girl's struggle with suicide, from National Book Award finalist Julie Anne Peters.

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Who it’s for
A raw teen perspective holds pain beside an uncertain glimmer of connection.
Genres
Teen Suicide, Depression for Teens, Mental Illness for Teens
Published
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers, May 17, 2011

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About this book

A significant book about one girl's struggle with suicide, from National Book Award finalist Julie Anne Peters. Daelyn is fifteen years old, and in her mind she is a failure. She tried slitting her wrists, and she was rescued. She tried swallowing chemicals, and after burning through her esophagus enough to lose the ability to speak, she was rescued. But this time will be different.

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As readers see Daelyn's touching friendship with a quirky seventeen-year-old boy develop and her newfound willingness to share all of the pain she has held inside of her, they may just see a glimmer of hope. Will Daelyn see it though? Raw and heartfelt, this is an inside look into the mind of a teen who has lost the will to fight and the parents that will do anything they can to help her survive. Still, there are some things that even loving parents can't protect you from—yourself. Please note that due to the sensitive nature of the material in this book, we will be providing back matter from key experts. We hope that this book will help to open a dialogue about this increasingly prevalent issue.

Pain and Possibility

A raw teen perspective holds pain beside an uncertain glimmer of connection.

Come here for

  • A close look at a teen’s private despair and growing openness
  • A friendship offering a fragile counterweight to isolation

Expect

  • Unflinching treatment of suicide attempts and family efforts to help
  • Emotionally heavy reading, with hope left uncertain

Where it sits

Teen Suicide64%
Depression for Teens47%
Mental Illness for Teens47%

Percentages are BookFrontier’s reading of the book.

Publisher categories

  • Growing Up
  • Big Feelings
  • Navigating Peer Pressure
  • Depression & Mental Health
Authors
Julie Anne Peters
Publisher
Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Published
May 17, 2011
Format
Paperback
Reading lane
Growing Up