I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokbokki by Baek Sehee

I Want to Die But I Want to Eat Tteokbokki

Conversations With My Psychiatrist

Baek Sehee, Anton Hur

Bloomsbury · Print & ebook · August 6, 2024

The New York Times bestselling therapy memoir translated by International Booker shortlistee Anton Hur.

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Who it’s for
Intimate, blunt conversations that make room for difficult feelings without tidy answers.
Genres
Living with Depression, Asian & Asian American Lives, Therapy
Published
Bloomsbury, August 6, 2024

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The New York Times bestselling therapy memoir translated by International Booker shortlistee Anton Hur. PSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you? ME: I don't know, I'm-what's the word-depressed? Do I have to go into detail? Baek Sehee is a successful young social media director at a publishing house when she begins seeing a psychiatrist about her-what to call it?-depression? She feels persistently low, anxious, endlessly self-doubting, but also highly judgmental of others.

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She hides her feelings well at work, but the effort is exhausting, overwhelming, and keeps her from forming deep relationships. This can't be normal. But if she's so hopeless, why can she always summon a desire for her favorite street food: the hot, spicy rice cake, tteokbokki? Is this just what life is like? Recording her dialogues with her psychiatrist over a twelve-week period, and expanding on each session with her own reflective micro-essays, Baek begins to disentangle the harmful behaviors that keep her locked in a cycle of self-abuse. Part memoir, part self-help book, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is the first book in a duology to keep close and to reach for in times of darkness.

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Intimate, blunt conversations that make room for difficult feelings without tidy answers.

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  • memoir in conversation form
  • self-help-adjacent honesty

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  • psychiatrist dialogue
  • reflective, searching voice

Where it sits

Living with Depression68%
Asian & Asian American Lives26%
Therapy26%

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Publisher categories

  • Asian & Asian American Lives
  • Therapy
  • Living with Depression
Authors
Baek Sehee, Anton Hur
Publisher
Bloomsbury
Published
August 6, 2024
Format
Print & ebook
Reading lane
Asian & Asian American Lives