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Morally Gray Hero
Morally Gray Hero is the promise that all that friction is going somewhere. If you want tension you can feel, banter that actually lands, and a payoff that doesn't come out of nowhere, start here.
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State of Wonder

The One Hundred Years of Lenni and Margot

The Housemaid

The House in the Cerulean Sea

One True Loves

The Glass Castle

Born a Crime

The Woman in Me

Wild

Saving 6

Yes Please

This Is Going to Hurt

The Christmas Tree Farm (Dream Harbor, Book 3)

Madame Bovary

I Kissed Shara Wheeler

The Reading List

Empire of Pain

Orange Is the New Black

Mary Jane

The Happiness Project, Tenth Anniversary Edition

Sunburn